Oh man!

I wish that someone had told me what real post college life is like. It is a great and horrible teasure hunt. I just graduated and I don't know what to do now. I don't have a job or money. So, many different things I could do but how do I know which one is the right one? Man, god is a cruel 14 year old , who is plays with our lives like a video game. All I want is a job in lawrence for one year, and then move home to help my parents but I can't stay here without a place to live or a job.